8.20.2023

Atoned

As with the most

intriguing nicknames

I never knew its explanation

but from as early as I can remember

my uncle called me Turkey Breath.


This moniker tapered off 

with the shedding of boyhood's 

naive assumptions

replaced, most times, with how

he'd address me hencforth:

Partner.


Unsure of whether 

it was a reference to Western films

upon which he'd cut his teeth

or a spillover term from his career

as a high-volume car-slinger

who understood that

taking care of business

was easier when 

the wagons were circled


or if there were other partners

in the world beyond our conversations

about which I didn't know


I see now 

albeit too late

that there was one thing

I called him in return:

Not often enough.


8.15.2023

Olfactory

It takes this many

to wonder how many

curse the scent

of Polo Sport

in my wake.


8.11.2023

DEFCON 1

The two main

European despots

defeated in the Second

World War

and the third supreme leader

of that continent

a tentative ally

later turned Cold War antagonist

are often villified

by the victors, the writers of history--

easier to attack in words

these days

since they look the same

as us


but let's not forget

the emperor

of the sun flag

who lived 'til '89

distant and malignant

declaring the sacrifice

of sex slaves

given to young men

who dove airplanes

into ships

as "Divine Wind"--

kamikaze


until desperation

overcame compassion

with projected corpses

outweighing 

the morality of physics equations

so men and women

on the justified side

built a bomb

to both end

and begin 

the madness

for the brief remaining history

of mankind.


A bloodless coup 

lacks passion.

Here we are

my brothers in Christ.


8.06.2023

Boric Acid

Wiping flecks of blood

from the medicine cabinet mirror

after flossing

makes us war buddies now.

It pays the same.

"Long live the king."


Weak chin

wide eyes

and a strong lisp;

they weren't mine

to share.


Let's trade problems

not hearts.

8.01.2023

Rhetorical Black Towel

On the warpath 
with nothing sacred left:
the high ground
the Heimlich
the wear and tear
of highway miles.

Outgunned:
to love
without having
to be in it.

It's vexing 
something fierce
rest assured

like inducing climax
despite your prescribed
medications

yet these charlatans say
there's no magic left.

Gutted
we wear
the innards of our ruins
festooned like garland
of the damned

and I can't carry
the Big Sad
any more.

You're far more tame
and trustworthy
than those who walk
undiagnosed, my dear.

I saw lightning bugs
for the first time in years
and wept.